by Euro on Thu Apr 24, 2008 1:43 pm
Come down people. Ok? Relax! I don´t hate girls. I just made not one positive experience, because I don´t have experiences at all with girls. Why? I don´t know it. Maybe I´m to shy. I´m not that stupid that no girl could talk with me (I love to read almost every day "Immanual Kant") about different things. Also I don´t look that bad. I´m honest. When I would upload a picture here from me, many guys would say, "This strange guy doesn´t look that bad, I can imagine many girls who would fall in love with this guy, because he looks fine." Ok, that sounds a bit gay, when you all would think this about my picture, but the girls would be a bit more strange with that. Many would maybe just think: "Hmm, he doen´t look that bad. Nice guy, not very good looking, but also not very bad looking. Just a normal guy. I could fuck with him. Yes. But why? Why should I fuck with him when there are better looking guys around me? And many of them have more money and better jobs and more experiences with girls. This guy here says he never had something with a girl, because nothing happens and he doesn´t knows why it´s like that." I guess girls would think a bit like this. At the moment I would be happy when there would be a teacher for me. A guy thats really cool and strong with all this shit that brings me down to earth. Do you know the teaching of Carlos Castaneda and Don Juan? Something in that kind should happen to me, so a guy kicks me in the ass and tells me whats wrong and whats right, because I´m the biggest idiot of all time when it comes up to girls. You all are a genius when it comes up to get a girl, and I´m the last idiot. I´m sad about that fact. Sex is not important for me. Not at all. It´s just because I never had it. That´s the problem and the reason why I visit so many pornsites. I just try to live a normal life. I mean what is a life without sex? You need to see a naked woman sometimes and when you never can see a naked woman and never can have sex, than you get disturbed. Like me.